
I have this pressure in my chest that feels like a fire fighting to get out. It claws up my arms, forcing me to embrace whatever comes, and to love it all the while. It climbs up my throat, and makes me think, and learn, and grow.
I feel its heat through my body, and I have no choice but to spread it. If you’re ready, I want to scorch away your sadness, and to scour your bones of fear until there’s nothing left but the white hot core of possibility. I want you to be reborn into freedom and authenticity. Don’t wait, now is the time to throw yourself onto the fire. This is your sign.
I have a message for everyone who feels like they are living someone else’s life. Like somehow God has played a joke on you because you have this feeling that yesterday you were brimming with love and possibility, then you woke up this morning in a room that seems drab, and you got ready for a job that’s just alright, and you’re surrounded by silly people with silly hang ups, and you can’t shake the feeling that this is not the life you are supposed to be living.
I had the same feeling.
Then one day, I stopped. I stopped buying the hype, I stop buying in, and I stopped running in place long enough to notice that the world didn’t collapse around me. Some of the people around me freaked out, some of them laughed at me. Those people left. That turned out to be alright.
By letting go of my fear, I opened the door to a life in which I can do whatever I want, whenever I want to. I can contribute my love, passion, and skills to the world in whatever way makes sense. I never worry about money, I never dread Mondays, I don’t continually expose myself to people who drag me down. I now live the life I always felt like I was missing.
If you want to learn how to live the life you’ve always wanted, then I will teach you how. You will learn how to demolish all the parts of yourself that are holding you back, and use the broken pieces to rebuild the ideal version of yourself. You will abandon the comfort of old habits and convenient beliefs. You will experience pain, fear, and doubt. Then something magical will happen. You will reconnect with the one you felt was there, but could never quite reach before: the complete, authentic you.